////////////////////////// christopher rowin
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////////////// pdf ghost
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//////////////////////////// christopher's ghost
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/////////// farboro
his boyfriend
on a push down through hope
dressed in black mesh
staining shy flesh

in love through rope
and dripping lipstick
let your wrist flick

nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me
flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe

we walk on busy streets
with ribbons clasped to keys
and leave no mystery
i hear their sore eyes move
through all the marks that prove
that i belong to you

a beacon glowing red
floats above my head
pouring a tangled thread
that twists around my neck
while trying to connect
desperate rings to your net

nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me
flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe

my feet have been replaced
with discs of mud
my heart has been caught
in an exploded sun
where do i hold my hands?
please give me your commands
i'm fine
his boyfriend
on a push down through hope
dressed in black mesh
staining shy flesh

in love through rope
and dripping lipstick
let your wrist flick

nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me
flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe

we walk on busy streets
with ribbons clasped to keys
and leave no mystery
i hear their sore eyes move
through all the marks that prove
that i belong to you

a beacon glowing red
floats above my head
pouring a tangled thread
that twists around my neck
while trying to connect
desperate rings to your net

nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me
flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe

my feet have been replaced
with discs of mud
my heart has been caught
in an exploded sun
where do i hold my hands?
please give me your commands
i'm fine